Mine, well I was a justice seeking fool in the past. But as we grow up views change people took advantage of my kindness and sold my brother as a slave, sister as the local whore, mother beaten to death and my father was tortured.
So I killed them got revenge but I was merciful and not too heavy handed, when I got a wife 20 years down the line she was raped and then killed.
The child I had with her the only string of sanity I have left was beaten to death in front of me.
In my rage I killed everyone and took there blood essence to prolong my life and increase my cultivation, since then my body changed into that of a demonic one as seen form my photo.
Two thousand years have passed since then and I still steal pure blood essence and cultivation to survive, like a vampire I suppose, but worse because I donโt let you die, I leave you at the edge of death and destroy all that you love.
The other name I use is shiva as it is easiest to call me that and most do see me as a god of destruction, of course an evil one though.