I've placed my stories on hold with exception to Famine's story. Unless someone screams at me to update on the others (won't happen, so I know I'm good), I don't feel the pressure to pay them attention for the time being.
Kind of feeling flat about my stuff, so it wouldn't be fair to write on them. I'm in a weird writer's down moment, where I'm feeling my effort isn't paying off. Don't know if I should feel privileged or further deflated. I scored another big wig rejection letter today to add to my decade worth of rejection letters in my crusty tome. I'm the Queen of Rejection Letters. There's only so much rejection one person can be desensitized too.
Again, it was the same trope of "your writing is compelling and well written, but it's not what we're looking for." Even though I spent a long time doing my research of their catalog to make sure it fitted. Selection is subjective at the end of the day. Oh well.
Twitter and other promo channels are no help. I'm tired of feeling like I'm talking to air.
Maybe I should've taken the WN contract. Then again, I doubt it would've done either of us any good anyway. If my stuff isn't being picked up now, what good is a contract? I guess I've exhausted my avenues. I know I'll never write again if I take a break. Sigh.
Kitty feeling blue :pensive: