Clowniac a lot. like really a lot.

  • follow my schedule
  • update in a constant rate
  • earn money
  • be a director's lister (< dean's lister high school ver)
  • attend twice's concert
  • improve programming skills
  • learn how to cook with good looking presentation
  • also lose weight
  • learn how to draw
  • improve writing and editing skills
  • improve etiquettes (i take big bites cause i'm always late)
  • improve manner (cursing is life)
  • be a little less noisy (i can't do this)
  • be organized even for a little bit
  • improve health (/forcing myself to eat veggies i don't like)

      Rak0 i'm not trying to learn how to do muay thai or something, this is stilk human level haha. it's not like those are hard.

      actually, there's supposed to be "pick up little skills" cause i really want to learn how to shuffle cards like a pro. who knows if i might end up working in a casino or owning one :grinning:

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          Reinesse must thai. Like exercise. Art, literature, etiquette, cooking, programming, mannerisms. Is all practice, and habitual adaptions

              I can't do super fancy card tricks. I just do basic shuffling, one handed shuffles. And after many. Many experimentation with cards I can do a little of card mechanics. Shuffling deck to give certain people winning hands. Still playing with that idea lol

                I just say imma do something and force myself to do it. Lol. Scheduling is my enemy it makes me procrastinate like no one is watching

                  Ok I'm going to sleep I'm too. Hmm random and sleepy lol.

                    LostInFictions oof. Procrastination is killer. I literally do things minutes before they are due and still even after the due date. I have surpassed procrastination to the point when now it's like I don't even do anything

                      Rak0 ahe. i'm very weak so i'll only do little exercise. As for art, i won't really do much. just basics on drawing and basic drawing exercises i'd do when i don't wanna listen to the teacher (don't be like me). as for cooking, i'll only do it during vacation. it's all convenient, so i could master some of them without much effort.

                          I want to:
                          1. Finish my novels.
                          2. Visit CERN (if I get chance, last year I missed it due to passport issues!)
                          3. Become atleast a global finalist in Google Science Fair. (If it's held this year.)
                          4. Reach HSK level 2. (It's impossible though... I have too much of other things!)
                          5. Become Zhang Ye from IRAS. ( Cough... Cough, I mean I want to be FAMOUS!)

                            Rak0 i only want to learn how to shuffle quick and only two fancy tricks. i can actually read tarot cards and i wanna use fancy card tricks to look more mysterious hehe

                                LostInFictions i only managed to follow my schedule two months in a row. after waking up late one day, it's gone.

                                    Reinesse you can do it. I believe in you.

                                    Plus it'll be an awesome experience. A amazing plate of food. Amazing mysterious tarot reading. And to top it off an amazing beautiful you.

                                    Weak is just a thought you can be strong if you want to. Baby sis. And nieces and nephews I teach them all a little something for there own self defense. And to get them to build a tad bit of muscle so they can do the stuff I do if they want me to train them.

                                        amanasci aw, if there's one, it will open at around september and you would know the results next year.

                                          Rak0 i really meant it when i said i was weak. my bones are even thinner than those who are thinner than me. plus i have a not major asthma (but my lung capacity is still weak). i'm tryna improve my stamina first.

                                              Reinesse lil cousin has a Similar issue with thin bones. Don't worry you'll get the results you wish for with proper effort and approach. I believe in you.

                                                  Rak0 it happens if you don't move around a lot and washing dishes as a kid.

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