Hi I'm Jihi, I decided to post this to give you guys a chance to talk about what's bothering you without having to start the conversation yourselves.
Reader or a writer, we're humans and we deal with lots of things everyday that would make Us feel deprived of energy and Willpower, the act of living itself effects our daily mental health, so if there's anything you want to get off of your chest, do it here!

I'll go first... Okay, so lately I've been stressed beyond my capacity, My mental health is at its lowest and it hasn't been like this since at I graduated highschool years ago...

I'm in college working on my thesis and its giving me hell to deal with, I'm nowhere near started but the deadline is approaching, and I can't bring myself to work because there's just lots of things happening at once in my life, plus I feel like I can't understand what I'm doing (Basically I feel stupid), I'm working alone and I tried to get help but I didn't find it, so the only thing left with me, is these dark thoughts in my head causing me to question my worth and intelligence, and whether I can do anything anymore.

I'd say that the only way to breath I had for the past few months, would be writing my stories, but even those don't come with only advantages... I'm constantly doubting myself as a writer too, and I'm questioning whether I should keep writing, what if the chapter i just released was B.S?!

these kinda thoughts are swarming in my head, crashing on each other like big deadly waves and making me feel sick to my stomach.

I can't get the help I need at the moment, so my only option is to hold on until help is possible, and I'm doing whatever I could to push myself further, even though I'm pushing less and less everyday.

If you read this so far, I want you to know that I'm grateful for that, and you're not alone.

No matter how big or small the reason you're feeling bad for right now, it's ok not to be okay.

I won't give advices about how to keep going forward or tell you to be happy and cheer up, I'm in a tough spot myself and I Know the legendary 'Be happy' advice is Crap, so I'm just gonna say, it's fine to feel like you're sick of everything, life isn't cupcakes and rainbows, sometimes it's cavities and Storms.

All I can say is that I hope you find a solution, and a good one to your problem.

have a good day or night, depends on the time ❤️

    Clearly understood what it feels like when people say just be happy or be positive!
    I never liked it, things happen and you feel sad that's normal human emotions. Nothing to be weirded out by. But all I can say is things will pass. Hope you get sometime for yourself after this thesis. And don't worry about writing it's a hobby/a dream job for many. You are supposed to feel relaxed during it. I personally write short stories when I am sad (mostly, horror, sometimes just sweet greasy romance). Writing is for you to pour your emotions into it. Not feel like a trash.
    But at the same time i understand that feeling. Putting your writing were people can see it and comment anything they want is nerve wrecking but you are always evolving your writing is evolving. Whenever you feel down just look at the first chapter or book you wrote. (Sometimes you will get sweetly surprised that this masterpiece was written by you) but most times you will see ia the growth of your writing. Like the characters might evolve your clutch words might disappear. Lastly best of luck with your thesis.

      QW_JiHi

      It's okay bad day are just bad days, they will pass.

      Also I don't know about your Novel, cuz u didn't write the name, but your writing style is definitely good with little grammar mistakes.

      Have you tried writing first POV novels, because after reading your long comment, i think first POV writing will suit you.

        @_Orange_ Thank you for the good advice, I did try first Pov stories before but didn't publish anything like that here, And I've been writing in general for at least 7 years, so I guess I have a little experience but I still do make lots of mistakes, like typos.

        As for my stories I have two actually, and they're both BL.

        -NedGarrick / Bully-guard.

          Shubhangi_Kene Thank you, that was kind of you to say.

          I really hope I'll pass, and I hope that others too in my shoes won't have to struggle anymore.

          And you're right, looking at the first chapter of my story always reminds me how far I came since I started, it'll feel like a waste to just give up halfway.

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