Cilliez my culture you have to kiss your mom on the cheek when you come and leave home, it shows that you care, also when we grow up we never leave our parents home, 1 child has to stay, most likely the eldest boy as the girl moves to her husband's house, we take care of our parents till they die instead of sending them to a group home. i guess some people couldn't handle their parents huh.
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zswaleh The elders will kiss you on the cheeks, hugs go around, and goodbye/hello greetings are the norm.
But I'm too antisocial for that jazz so my family is lucky if I send them a smile let alone a hug shivers or kiss x.x
Being touched by even immediate family members like my mother or sister is normally uncomfortable as well.
Although it's too bad... my childhood was very bleak and I often stayed alone for days so I'm not used to being given attention by others. In fact, when my mother remarried to some other guy, she was the only one in the house to even talk to me.. so yeah... I'm just not used to it.
In my family, you can really do whatever you want. No one asks you to leave the house or stay in the house. And most of the time we spend the days off on our own, doing our own things. I would be lieing if I said I enjoyed it but it doesn't change even if I talk about it and try to fix it. So I've accepted it as how it's going to be until I move.
wait what was this thread about??
Cilliez, to tell the truth, I am pretty much the same except I used to be jealous of my brother even
though I was better than him at most stuff, so that ate at me so bad till I was 14 when I stopped giving a shit and
started enjoying little things in life. I started watching anime and I came to America and life has been good. I don't feel
jealous anymore and I don't blame anyone for how I felt or expect my mom to give me the same love for me as
my brother. we are all human and parents always have a favorite so. if you ever have kids make sure the other
kids don't notice, I was a smarty pants and figured my mom loved my brother more than me when I was ten, after
that discovery I tried my best to impress her as I was a kid but never got anything back and that made me mad
and I used to fight a lot with other kids and my impression in my family dropped and after that, I just smile for
them whenever I meet them but never seek them out if I need something. But I guess that is life. Novels,
manga, anime, and games barely filled that hole till I got a girlfriend, kinda feels weird being loved and not
expected anything in return. So now I am emotional free like a mc making a mental breakthrough, I feel so fresh, so my friend hang in there you will leave that shadow world for I am too familiar with it.
L-l-lvl2 fo-fodder h-here!! (Trembling)
On another note- I have 88 notifications on the forum.
drowns in the notifications I can't even see in the notifications tab
just has to awkwardly press the 
and will never know where the other notifications are coming from
Cilliez S-senior p-pl-please don't h-hurt m-me!! I-I'll do a-anything you wanted!! (Smiles fawningly)
(I'll smash your head when I brokethrough with my Eternal Heaven Technique.. I just need 1 more day!!.. he he he evil laugh)-while thinking inwardly
Even if you're evil, it's unsightly to bear teeth to your loving senpai~
;c You must repent.
Cilliez S-senpai yo-you're so cute! I think I love you!!.
face glowing red
(Its so shameful. I think I'll leech this BEAUTIFUL senior for a while)
Daoist_Eternal_Sky what is that i smell, ooh it is you , did the manager tell you, what u need to do? today u r late, Guards give him 50 lashes. Come to my office after ur punishment then you can be my callboy
cough I mean, it's good that you've repented!
zswaleh N-NOOOO!!!
:O !!
Nonono, you don't touch @Daoist_Eternal_Sky !
I've finally got myself a kouhai. You will not take him from me! :C
Daoist_Eternal_Sky looking at me while u say that in ur mind. i look at u and feel a bad feeling? what happens next find out next time in Qidian international
zswaleh No no no no!!.. it wont happen!! Yes.. it wont happen!!.. Of course It wont happen!!..
I only got 4% qi on me.. I'm going for a retreat and need to recharge my qi!!..
Good bye senpai!!
betraying you with wide bright innocent righteous kind eyes
Of course what won't happen?
Also don't think I'll let you off for saying you loved me! sir!
I'll have you know no one will say such.. u.. things to me without repenting if they have evil thoughts!
Being a person such as myself of such kindness and virtue, only one with a big heart/**** will do.
(laughs at my ** joke)
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Goodbye~
o -o
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Well, thinking I got me a husband. Time to tie him up and not let him have his own harem.
HE SHALL ONLI LOOK AT ME.
jokes around a bit too much, goes back to reading novel
Cilliez stare stare stare
mouth is wide open and jaws already reach the gates of the 9th lvl of hell
hm? :o What's wrong husb- kouhai?
LOL- spare me, this joke I made is too embarrassing, I'm out of here
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Cilliez
points my finger at you
Senpai you can't take advantage of me even if I'm just your kouhai!!
blushing
Cilliez okay okay.. you win. I surrender!!. We should put the nail on the coffin!!
depressed
it's funny how people can get retarded in a retarded thread.
Lol.. thats what happens when a lonely person meet a bored person..
EschaShitology why Shi?
who's lonely?! q.q
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Cilliez Ah.. think think 
Don't bother yourself on such insignificant details ok? You should look at the bigger picture!