Cilliez

Cilliez wait what was this thread about??

i don't know. we went off tangent like a long long time ago

        Miya Oh it was uhh...

        not that important.

        do continue tangent.

            deikatsuo LMAO. I was wondering how you got there. And awesome! another Linux user. Looks like a Debian derivative?

            Heh... I've been stuck at lvl 3 for a while now. Skipped a few days of reading to accumulate chapters for binge—marathon reading and working on side projects.

                Cilliez I think we made a breakthrough celliez today, so tell me where do you think all this loneliness is coming from?

                    Cilliez, to tell the truth, I am pretty much the same except I used to be jealous of my brother even

                    though I was better than him at most stuff, so that ate at me so bad till I was 14 when I stopped giving a shit and

                    started enjoying little things in life. I started watching anime and I came to America and life has been good. I don't feel

                    jealous anymore and I don't blame anyone for how I felt or expect my mom to give me the same love for me as

                    my brother. we are all human and parents always have a favorite so. if you ever have kids make sure the other

                    kids don't notice, I was a smarty pants and figured my mom loved my brother more than me when I was ten, after

                    that discovery I tried my best to impress her as I was a kid but never got anything back and that made me mad

                    and I used to fight a lot with other kids and my impression in my family dropped and after that, I just smile for

                    them whenever I meet them but never seek them out if I need something. But I guess that is life. Novels,

                    manga, anime, and games barely filled that hole till I got a girlfriend, kinda feels weird being loved and not

                    expected anything in return. So now I am emotional free like a mc making a mental breakthrough, I feel so fresh, so my friend hang in there you will leave that shadow world for I am too familiar with it.

                        On another note- I have 88 notifications on the forum.

                        drowns in the notifications I can't even see in the notifications tab

                        just has to awkwardly press the ✔ and will never know where the other notifications are coming from

                        Cilliez S-senior p-pl-please don't h-hurt m-me!! I-I'll do a-anything you wanted!! (Smiles fawningly)

                        (I'll smash your head when I brokethrough with my Eternal Heaven Technique.. I just need 1 more day!!.. he he he evil laugh)-while thinking inwardly

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