XystOblivion I will do my best. Like you, I care what people think about my work, which is why I get so devastated whenever people tell me they hate my stuff, they think my story is stupid, or insult my characters. It wears me down mentally and spiritually, and I feel like I'm on the breaking point. Add real life failures to that list, and it's not very healthy.
Clowniac People have called me worse and even told me to kill myself. Honestly, I'm seriously considering it. If so many people hate me and find me offensive, then it's better for the world if I just die and disappear completely.
Besides, it's not out of the blue. I write cultivation and romance stories, which is basically what the people on here are complaining about and saying it's very bad or utter garbage or poorly written. Most readers constantly tell me that, and I'm sure my story is among those the posters here are complaining about. Sometimes I think I should follow the readers' advice and delete my story, leave the site, and give up writing totally. I gather that 99% of my readers feel that way, and seeing people post about how terrible the genre I write is on forums, that feeling is reinforced further.