Cilliez that is the best type of flattery there is, so kiss her cheek and say god bless you sis. Or maybe it is just me , i got gud relationship with my sis but not my bro, we used to fihht a lot. Huh nostalgia

    Lol, i kiss my sister and mama and grandmother everytime we meet. I even kiss my sis infront her husband, he got used to it.

      zswaleh Last time I was even remotely "kissed" was probably my father when I was like 3 or so.

      I don't like being touched so people normally respect it and chill out.

      And if someone reaches to kiss my cheek, I won't be a disrespectful jerk and call them out for it, but I won't be as open and carefree the next time I meet that person because they did that to me. :T But different places, different cultures, different people, different situations, and different ways of life.

        Cilliez my culture you have to kiss your mom on the cheek when you come and leave home, it shows that you care, also when we grow up we never leave our parents home, 1 child has to stay, most likely the eldest boy as the girl moves to her husband's house, we take care of our parents till they die instead of sending them to a group home. i guess some people couldn't handle their parents huh.

          zswaleh The elders will kiss you on the cheeks, hugs go around, and goodbye/hello greetings are the norm.

          But I'm too antisocial for that jazz so my family is lucky if I send them a smile let alone a hug shivers or kiss x.x

          Being touched by even immediate family members like my mother or sister is normally uncomfortable as well.

          Although it's too bad... my childhood was very bleak and I often stayed alone for days so I'm not used to being given attention by others. In fact, when my mother remarried to some other guy, she was the only one in the house to even talk to me.. so yeah... I'm just not used to it.

          In my family, you can really do whatever you want. No one asks you to leave the house or stay in the house. And most of the time we spend the days off on our own, doing our own things. I would be lieing if I said I enjoyed it but it doesn't change even if I talk about it and try to fix it. So I've accepted it as how it's going to be until I move.

          wait what was this thread about??

            Cilliez

            Cilliez wait what was this thread about??

            i don't know. we went off tangent like a long long time ago

              Miya Oh it was uhh...

              not that important.

              do continue tangent.

                deikatsuo LMAO. I was wondering how you got there. And awesome! another Linux user. Looks like a Debian derivative?

                Heh... I've been stuck at lvl 3 for a while now. Skipped a few days of reading to accumulate chapters for binge—marathon reading and working on side projects.

                  Cilliez I think we made a breakthrough celliez today, so tell me where do you think all this loneliness is coming from?

                    Cilliez, to tell the truth, I am pretty much the same except I used to be jealous of my brother even

                    though I was better than him at most stuff, so that ate at me so bad till I was 14 when I stopped giving a shit and

                    started enjoying little things in life. I started watching anime and I came to America and life has been good. I don't feel

                    jealous anymore and I don't blame anyone for how I felt or expect my mom to give me the same love for me as

                    my brother. we are all human and parents always have a favorite so. if you ever have kids make sure the other

                    kids don't notice, I was a smarty pants and figured my mom loved my brother more than me when I was ten, after

                    that discovery I tried my best to impress her as I was a kid but never got anything back and that made me mad

                    and I used to fight a lot with other kids and my impression in my family dropped and after that, I just smile for

                    them whenever I meet them but never seek them out if I need something. But I guess that is life. Novels,

                    manga, anime, and games barely filled that hole till I got a girlfriend, kinda feels weird being loved and not

                    expected anything in return. So now I am emotional free like a mc making a mental breakthrough, I feel so fresh, so my friend hang in there you will leave that shadow world for I am too familiar with it.

                      On another note- I have 88 notifications on the forum.

                      drowns in the notifications I can't even see in the notifications tab

                      just has to awkwardly press the ✔ and will never know where the other notifications are coming from

                      Cilliez S-senior p-pl-please don't h-hurt m-me!! I-I'll do a-anything you wanted!! (Smiles fawningly)

                      (I'll smash your head when I brokethrough with my Eternal Heaven Technique.. I just need 1 more day!!.. he he he evil laugh)-while thinking inwardly

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