Scarletheart84 thanks for your contribution and pouring out your feelings. It's not easy. Sometimes along the way, when you try to utter something like this, you feel weak and taken back to a point where you delete whatsoever you wanted to write.
And that falls back to writing. It's just like straps of emotions we try to mend and pour it out there for readers to see through our world, which along the way, we may feel depressed because no one pays attention to or doesn't help uplift your imaginations/emotions and you find yourself being trapped like you said nothing. Just like the feeling your voice isn't head or people don't want you to speak maybe because they dominate you and all the like.
Well girl, to conclude, just keep writing. If indeed, you want to say something or let people know your story, you must let it out. They can't make you sit back and keep being depressed. You should let it out and feel relieved even if people don't comment just as you let out your emotions above than sit back with it regretting someday that you could've left it for just one person to see.
If you didn't explain this above, I or no one could have known what you're going through. Like, I personally face the same thing with my books (four of them and two are complete on this platform) but I just keep writing. Even if it will take me my life for people not to comment, I don't put my feelings to that so much because I know what I am out for. To let my voice (Story either true or not) be heard and that's what we Authors should bare at the back of our minds.
Some of us didn't study to write novels so, we mustn't let it waste but rather push on because it descended from somewhere and we must let it descent correctly.
Thanks, Scarlett... I appreciate your words and I know you have a lot to give out. Just don't give up!